Consumed....

I feel overwhelmed and defeated today. Why does Satan think he can stay in this place. There is no room for him.

Frustrations:

• Terra and I cannot find a 3rd roommate which means we cannot move into the house we found and fell in love unless we find someone else.
• Brook and Amanda are 2 of my best friends and I can't bare the pain they are feeling right now. I am so angry and upset. I refuse to believe that this is in God's plan. Did you ever consider this is Satan's plan? We are all human. To Amanda and Brook....know that there are so many of us still hurting every minute for you. I am not ready to move on like many other people say they are. Im sorry if this upsets anyone, but this is what I feel. I feel that a HUGE mistake was made in this decision....but then again....what is the point on dwelling in the past. This is so confusing and frustrating.
• I feel so lost in my life right now. I just do....
• My dad is sick and it is hard to want to see the reality in it.
• God's plan is what I desperately want to follow, but I have to make the choices in life. How do I know which way I am supposed to go?
• I am just hurting. Plain and simple. I feel overwhelmed with pain.