Friday, August 18

Since it is obvious that I hate my job.....I will copy my good friend Jules and post my fears. Some may find it hard to admit their fears but I find it easier to avoid them if everyone knows about it :)

1. Dogs--I wouldn't mind a little bitty dog that weighed no more than 5 pounds and didn't jump. The dogs I have a problem with are the ones that constantly jump and think its really fun to torment me. For example....my roommate brought home a dog..I would say about 3-4 months ago and I have not stepped foot in my backyard since. Sad?? Yes. The end.

2. Masks--when I was little (im talking about 2-3 years old here...yes there was a time when I was "little") my brother found it funny to put on these horrible masks and run into the living room sending my heart rate through the roof and causing me to cry until my mom could comfort me. She made him take out a butcher's knife and cut them up in front of me. HA! Thats what you get!

3. Germs--I wash my hands no less than 15 times a day. Normal? Probably not.

4. Love--yeah yeah yeah...I know some of you are thinking I am incredibly dumb. But if you loved someone as much as I do, it is kind of scary. There is always the fear of possibly being hurt and no one wants that especially if it has happened before. But I know I wont be hurt this time :)

5. Failing--this is a popular one. No one WANTS to fail. Right? I mean, you would have to be completely lame. I dont want to disappoint my parents, siblings, michael, people who look up to me...myself. I always want the best. It may not be the best for YOU...but the best for me.

There are more but my head hurts and I dont want to think. Gah Evian! Go drink a bottle of yourself.

1 comment:

Jennifer said...

You go, girl. Get the best for you! I'm proud of you and I understand you and I love you!

I've got to go. It's time for Supermodel Documentary Hour!


PS- Your birthmark looks like shi.